The shed floor is strong enough on which to hold a small barn dance ...if I had a barn ...or danced.
At this point, Susan is strongly suggesting that I take a hike. She wants me to get in a car and drive away ...somewhere. I have planned a trip north to do some hiking into national parks I have never visited.
The problem is that the build and the heat in which I was working, has left me sore and hurting. In addition, I took a hike two weeks ago and was left with a tremendous blister on one big toe.
I have been trying to heal. In the middle of my build, and after my hike, Susan and I had to take annual blood tests. The blood tests showed a great increase in a certain enzyme that indicates inflammation. This CAN indicate some serious issues. I believe it just might have been due to the fact that every muscle and joint in my body was in pain. My blister, though I was caring for it, became infected. Yesterday, I got a tetanus shot in my arm, and an wide-spectrum antibiotic shot in my ...not arm.
Some goals of my Time have been met: I have lost track of the day of the week; I have begun collecting tools, and building to make room for my woodshop. Susan and I have spent PLENTY of quality time together.
But, I am missing God. I have lost myself in other things, but not in God. I hoped to spend time alone with the divine, but all I have done is to spend it alone.
I miss worship. I miss conversations with my congregants and my co-workers. I miss the "routine" of my prayer time.
So, I'm working on foundations; in my life, family and feet, rest and work, body and spirit.
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